having nightmare’s about becoming a failure in the future is so not what i need right now -__- and its not even pass 1am yet. looks like its gonna be a long night again
very productive! but shitty day -__-
got the money i needed today to pay bills, finished my research project which i can now turn in early for extra credit, and worked out :D but then when i finally get home i come back to getting into an argument with my “dad” about stupid shit again -__- seems like its a daily routine nowadays and to top it all off i also got a call from my mom who moved out a few days ago and all it...
dont let future endeavors get in the way of current issues
"Come on in ladies!"
was what my homie said to 2 old ladies to come into the elevator when we were all hella high xD and no lie the elevator broke lol so yeah being high and smelling like weed with 2 strangers in a elevator which then breaks down in not a good situation to be in hahaha
my friendship games weekend recap :D
so what my weekend included was meeting just kidding films and joseph vincent at the ab samahan meeting on friday. drive to fullerton with Wes and David. sneaking into the hotel rooms with like 16 people sleeping in the same room. saturday Friendship games! then hotel parties afterwards! which included hot boxing twice with the adings and the female homies :D and kings cup with hella drunk people...
so my mom moved out today…guess this is gonna take some getting used to.
i just wanna live to see 30, but im livin life all dirty. im never really satisfied. always got you on my mind. all i did was run and hide. cant say i really tried. using any drug. to simulate your love. if only i was deserving of. but now i cant get enough of what should have been one puff.
This is such a Great Message
styxandstonez: …this message came right on time. sometimes we complain about the cross we bear not realizing that it’s preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we cannot… Hmm I’m not religious but this is a good message :P
4 more months
and my life can start back up again, but until then…
morning wake n bake and morning challenge workout. today’s gonna be a good day :)
News so hot I don't have time to edit
fuckyeahmixedmartialarts: Jon Jones will meet Lyoto Machida in the main event of UFC 140.
rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness… give me truth. Henry David Thoreau
subbnoise asked: MILA ∞ I swear, I'm becoming more and more lesbian like. hahah
the one thing that i want they wont give. all that i want is a hug from them telling me that everything is gonna be ok. but i cant have that. not from this family. not in a family that wont allow emotions like that. not in the many low times of my life that i spent alone because the people that are meant to help me wont. the one person that i use to turn to is gone. my sister abandoned all of us...